Wow, Long time no write!!
I haven't written since before Christmas Break. Life has been good, but it is weird because the entire reason I started this was so that I could have a place to write down my thoughts that I could keep track of and I lost track of this. Well, I will try harder. It will probably only be every other day, but hey at least that is something. It isn't like people actually read this anyway. TTFN!
12 Days til' BREAK!!!!!!!!!
Lordy, Lordy, I am sooo happy... school's almost out for winter break! I found Bones Season Two!!!!!!!!! I was so hapy that I jumped for joy in Target! Wow!
It's Friday!!!!!!!
So, we have made it through the week and I am so happy. It feels like no sleep. Going to bed the moment I get home. Today is a flip day at school, it's so stupid. It goes 2,1,4,3. I hate it.... I want to sleep... No lunch money, so hopefully I will be able to make mac and cheese after school. I didn't get to on Wednesday because Mom was home! Well I am going to go... BYE!
15 Days until Christmas Break!!!
Yay!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait for Christmas break! I am going home in 40 minutes and if my Mom isn't there I am making macaroni and cheese. I like my Mom and I don't want her working really hard, but I would prefer if she wasn't there so that I could make my food and be able to watch a show that I like... well I will talk to you on Friday... Peace and love until then!
18 Days Until Christmas Break!!!
Well, Thanksgiving has come and gone and now the countdown to Christmas Break has begun. don't make fun of me, it's the only thing that keeps me going!
Jesus does love me!!!
Well, it is the last day before Thanksgiving Break and ma mere is picking me up early! Thank God!!! As long as I am here long enough to get the brownies! Well, I am gonna go work now! TTFN!
Almost There
Well, I am in Study Hall now, so that means that I only have one more day of crap before my 5 day break! Praise JESUS!!!! Seriously, I am so glad that God was like, let's have the pilgrims find plymouth now, because I am in serious need of a break. Well, I am going to watch Veggie Tales and some other stuff!! Luvs!!!
Yea, so my weekend was average!
Well, my Mom's boyfriend came over on Saturday because we were supposed to be getting ready for my aunt and cousins to get there. She said she was on her way on Saturday at 8:45, so we rushed around and got our room ready, but for no reason really because she called Sunday morning (after we waited for her all day) and says she is just going to wait until Wednesday afternoon. So we cleaned....oh god I just don't feel like it. Thank GOD, we only have two days before Break. I have detention tomorrow though! Whoop-DI-Frickin-DO!!!!! Once again, not because I was late, but because my Mom has no sense of time. Well, I am going to go kill myself now.........JUST KIDDING!!!! I won't do it before I turn 17. Too much money coming in soon. TTYL!!!
Sick with a FRICKIN Pep Rally!
So I have a Pep Rally today and it is mandatory for you to come...I am going to skip it. I don't have spirit for this school and I refuse to take part in it!!!
I'm Not Interested!
Yea, so today at lunch Patrick was like, "You didn't get my number did you?" and I was like, "Yea, I was going to call tonight." and he was like, "No no, cauz, I'm not interested!" What the HECK!!! I just don't get it. One minute he is like call me and the next he's saying he isn't interested. I am so pissed. More embarassed than anything though, because on second he does like me and the next he doesn't, mostly because this entire thing went on in front of his friends adn the are going to talk about it forever!!!!
So this is what happened!
Yesterday, I wasn't feeling very well so I went to the nurse during lunch and my Mom said that she would be at the school to pick me up sometime during the 12 hour. So I just went to the library, partly becuse the smell of food was making me nauseous and partly because I didn't want to see him. Then when lunch break was over I went back to math class feeling blah and sick and kind of rejected and then Chrissy walked in and was like waving this thing in the air. I knew immediately what is was and I was like, "No way! Are you serious???" and she was like, "Yea, he wrote it and then left, and when we asked why his friends said it was because he was nervous. Then I just took it and brought it back." I was freaking out and my hands were kind of shaking. I opened it and it had his number and his name(Patrick! Adorable right!!) and it said, "Call me if you like me." I just can't believe that he wrote that back, and I said that he didn't talk to me in Study hall, but the truth is I tried to avoid him at all cost. Maybe there was a time that he was trying to get my attention and I was avoiding him so he thought that I like regreted it or something when I just thought he didn't like me so I didn't want to be embarassed. Well, I have Study Hall today and I will probably see him at lunch so I guess I will find out then. I didn't call him last night, but it was because I was at Target and then I had a lot of Homework and I still had to take a shower and then I spent like half an hour with my brither tryingto figure out cool, cute, nonchalant outfit to wear today. I hope he doesn't think I don't like him. I just didn't want to call the first day I got his number anyway. I didn't want to be all desperate. If nothing happens today, then I am definitely calling him tonight, but we will probably talk today...maybe he is very shy. Even more shy than me...maybe. All of my friends who read this are going to be like, "Meghan!!! Shy!!!", but think about it guys... I am always kinda shy when it comes to telling a guy I like him. I think it is because I have been rejected so may times and now the last 3 guys I have asked out have actually been interested in me too. Well, I am going to work on my house in housing design. I will put a pic up soon, it is turning out really good. Wow, I wrote a lot. Luvs 4ever and Always! La Poetress! Au Revoir!
Basically...
Well, I just got my heart broken again...well maybe not, but probably. I am soooo pissed off at Chrissy right now. I told her I didn't want to give him the note and she kept insisting. I am so pissed off because I wasn't even going to do it. GOD!!!! Now I am going to be embarassed at lunch and study hall for the rest of the year. I really want to go home. And my Dad like constantly refuses to answer my email about the laptop. It's so frickin rude. I don't know, I don't even think I really like him, I think I REALLY like Joseph and he just won't step up. We would be soooo good together, his craziness and my level headedness. The way we get together and talk so perfectly. It just flowed and I really miss that. We flowed. God! He needs to get over whatever girl he "thinks" he is in like with and come back to me... *Tears flowing like a river now*! Well, I am going to work on my house for Housing Design! At least something is going right in my life.
Stupid Dreams!!!!
This is the third night in a row that I have dreamed about him.... It is driving me crazy. I like him, but I am in no position for my heart to be broken again...GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!
TGIF!!!
Today is my little bro's Bday and I am going to make him a cake. Not something as intricate as that, but hey it'll be edible! I hope he picks something good to eat. I am starving and I don't want to eat crap....whether it's his Bday or not. I am such a good sister!!! Well, study hall boy still doesn't know I exist. It kinda sucks. At lunch sometimes his friends will look over at me. I don't want to get my hopes up, but maybe it is because he told them he likes me and they are like trying to get my attention. ONLY IN MY DREAMS!!! Well, I will try to get on this weekend, but I can't promise anything.
I had a dream last night...It was pretty wicked!
I had a dream that Study Hall boy was my boyfriend. The only problem with writing about Study Hall boy is that he is the ONLY boy in my Study Hall, therefore if he found this he would know I was talking about him. I don't care it would mean I could be turned down sooner. Well, tomorrow is my littlest brothers BDAY and I am going to make him a cake. Maybe...if he isn't an jerl... LOL!!!
I've got a doughnut waiting for me at home!
Well, this morning Mom was going to take me to school, but we went to Kinko's instead and then she dropped me off. I had to sit through Algebra though and that is kind of boring. I can't wait for Thanksgiving Break! mostly for the food, but my aunt and cousins are coming for the break so that should be fun. I finished my History essay for nothing because now I can turn it in tomorrow. I really miss Park View. Should life suck this bad??? I really wish we had never moved. I would give anything in the entire world to go back. I really can't stand it here. Well, I am going to make a few new pages for this website. Luvs!
So this weekend was really uneventful!!!
This weekend I slept, went to the grocery store, cleaned my garage and fought with my brothers. I am so tired of my life being INSANELY boring! I don't know what I can do to bring some more life to it... Maybe get together with Study Hall Boy!!! It's sad I don't even know his name. Well, I got to go. the bell just rang. No school tomorrow!!! I am going to try to go visit Park View! We'll see!
Boredom on a stick!!!
I really only come to Study Hall for one reason(see below), I like the watching tv thing, but I don't miss anything here. I don't like US History class, but I would prefer to not miss it so that I can keep up a good grade in that class. The reason I come to class is because of the dreamy guy who sits in the back of the class. He is sooo cute. Why "Boredom on a Stick" you ask, I have no idea, but isn't that what you do when you are bored. Make up random sayings and words.
WAH WAH BLAH GOOGLE!!!!!
So the guys in study hall is really cute. I want to figure out his name. Mom says I have to let him come to me, but I said to her, " All the guys I like are usually really shy and don't know how to say, 'Hey, I like you.'" GAH!!! I am soooo WAH WAH BLAH AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! You know?
Obama is my PREZZIE!!!!
Well, I am one of the happiest people in the world. We have our first Black President, and he's not doing it for the fame he's doing it because he wants to make a difference. That is pretty amazing.